I really want to go to comic con in Calgary not this weekend, but next weekend. 
I don’t think we’ll have the extra money for that this month though :(
I think I just have to wait for the Edmonton one in the fall. 

boooooo :( 

I’ve changed my mind. I’m not spending my one day off cleaning this entire apartment by myself when I’m not the only one living here. Meanwhile the boys are playing NHL. Nope. Does not seem very fair at all. Jayme claims to not have to do any dishes or anything because “I was testing something, and I didn’t use any dishes this whole time.” Bullshit you didn’t. I’m not cleaning up after all three of us. That’s not my fucking job. Speaking of job, I’m the only one of the three of us that works six days a fucking week, plus a bunch of overtime. So why exactly am I the one that has to do all this cleaning? The two of them get loads of time off. Jayme always gets saturday and sunday off. Dave always has his two days off during the week. What do they do during those two days though? Nothing. Sleep, eat and add to the mess. 

So fuck that. I’m not doing this. 

Men irritate me. 

Anyway, I’m done for today. I’m going to go lay down and watch movies for the rest of the day. 

Fuck everything. It’s time for ME to relax. 

Today has been a good day, especially compared to how I was feeling last night. 
Dave took the day off today because he knew I was upset about the fact that we weren’t going to be able to spend time with each other at all this weekend, and again for the entirety of next week and probably next weekend. 
Woke up today at 10, after sleeping in. Yes 10 is definitely considered sleeping in to me now. We went to timmies, got some coffee, then took Rudy to the park for a lot of running around and playing. Came back home, dropped Rudy off, and headed to go get some groceries. Mind you, the whole time Dave didn’t complain once about me wanting him to come with me to do groceries. ALSO, last night while he was out with friends he only had a couple drinks. Not enough to get him drunk. So, he’s been sober for awhile now. I’m really happy about that :) 

I told him how unhappy I was last night, and I think he’s going to start to really make an effort to help me get back to being happy. 
Today was a really good start. 

Now it’s time for me to clean this entire apartment, because it’s a disaster.